Thursday, December 1, 2011

Finally able to breathe.

Well Jeremy made it home. I came back to Kentucky a week before he got here. It was the longest week of my life! But being back here and sleeping in his bed brought me so much comfort that I hadn't had in awhile. The night he came home was so special. Remington instantly went to him. I was worried he would hesitate because he is very attached to me but he didn't. He remembered him and they have been attached at the hip since. And really, so have I with him. He looked so good, smelled so good, and felt so good. It is a feeling that you can only understand if you've been through it. Deployments are rough and to put a seperation on top it, I can honestly say I was at the lowest point in my life. But now, I am at the highest. I have not been this happy since he came home when I first had Remington. This is the best feeling and I am so scared it will just get ripped away from me. But I cannot think that way. I am going to enjoy every moment, every second, every memory the three of us have.

We have been house hunting too. We have some really great possibilites and are hoping to be in one by the new year. December is my favorite month so I am very excited to see what comes. Adding buying our family home to it just makes it so much better.

I want to take a moment and thank all of you for your support. 6 months ago I never could have imagined coming this far. Even if we hadn't have worked our marriage out, I would have been just fine. But I am stronger, happier, and actually looking forward to the future now. None of this would have been possible without your love and support and our Heavenly Father's guidance. The power of prayer is an amazing thing. I hope you all had a wonderful Thanksgiving and I hope your holidays coming up are amazing and memorable for you all.

I will keep updating on our life as it goes. I love this blog as it gives me a chance to just express myself and hopefully help others find strength in their times of despair.